This place is only our temporary home, as a christian I have always believed that, and even though I have been taught that in heaven everything will be made new, it still hurts when you lose loved ones you wanted to keep.
“Don’t cry because it’s over, smile because it happened.” – Dr. Seuss
Monday morning, we woke up (earlier than I wanted to be awake) to hear the news, Santa Rosa was burning. The night before I remember telling myself to watch a certain YouTube video the next day I wanted to see but kept forgetting, the next morning though YouTube never entered my mind as we tried to decide if we should pack up and leave before a mandatory evacuation was given.
Two years ago today we went to the hospital and didn’t hear the heartbeat we so badly wanted to hear, a moment that no amount of joy can erase. Since that day I have done a lot of healing, but some pain will never have a full recovery and we must learn to live with the injury. Continue reading
Thanksgiving day a year ago was supposed to bring a new life into our family, my daughters life. Thanksgiving Day 2015 was her due date, a day that for many years to come we would give thanks for her life and now it’s a painful reminder of what we have lost. Continue reading
My life already sucks, it can’t get any worse. About a year ago I was proven wrong, -the loss of our daughter is a wound that is slowly healing but will leave a deep scar. Continue reading