Difficult moments are a part of everyone’s life, I have been through so many in my life that dealing with one more shouldn’t be this difficult. Every moment in my life has led up to this one and I ask myself would I be willing to change some of my good moments to erase some of the bad ones? No, because in life we need to accept the good and the bad moments together, because the good moments aren’t as good without the bad. Continue reading
Two years ago today we went to the hospital and didn’t hear the heartbeat we so badly wanted to hear, a moment that no amount of joy can erase. Since that day I have done a lot of healing, but some pain will never have a full recovery and we must learn to live with the injury. Continue reading
Every marriage is unique, with its own challenges and difficulties every couple must overcome to enjoy their life together. My husband and I share a life filled with happiness, but also pain. Continue reading
Sometimes I get so scared. Scared of what my future is supposed to be like, what I’m told is inevitable. Continue reading
I hate myself for every moment I can’t help myself, for every time I wake Stephen to help me move my legs so I can sleep, every time my younger sister helps me in the bathroom, every time I can’t prepare my own food or take a bath on my own. The list goes on and on, but I hate myself the most for not being able to show loved ones how much I love them. Continue reading
We just got back from an incredible trip to the Mid-west. We saw so much of Gods beautiful country and so many wonderful people, it makes me fell truly blessed to be alive. Continue reading
I have always believed we were put on this earth to help each other and the fact that my disease took away my ability to help those that I care about has taken me a long time to learn how to live with, even though I’ve learned how to live with it; I don’t think I could ever learn how to be okay with it. Continue reading
Some people find shopping boring and tiresome, I am not one of those people; Shopping is one of my favorite things to do, I find it fun and therapeutic.
“Keep calm and go shopping.”
To handle mental instability of someone you love is incredibly difficult, what you want to do and what you need to do are often two very different things. The difficulties in your past that once seemed so unfathomable become merely a stepping stone for trials to come. Continue reading
The definition of unbearable is: not able to be endured or tolerated. People call me strong because of what I have endured, but I don’t feel strong, I feel broken. Continue reading
As a young girl I dreamed of being a nurse or maybe even a doctor, I wanted to help people and be God’s hands in a world that is cruel and unforgiving. To heal what was broken.
“To dream is to truly be alive”
A lifetime is filled with millions of moments, moments that can change who you are and who you will be for better or for worst.
“A moment that will change everything is just as unpredictable as a moment that will change nothing.” Continue reading
My New Years resolution is to stop looking back and to look forward, to stop missing who I lost and appreciate who I have, most importantly to be happy. Life has many little moments when you know exactly what is important and my resolution this year is to remember those things through out the year and never take them for granted. Continue reading